Suppressed emotions, I'm too fearful to need
Why put myself out there and be susceptible to pain?
I'll conceal my true feelings
Again
And again
This facade I portray
This image I convey
Of a self obsessed Narcissist
I know no other way
Little by little
Day by day
Those close to me grow impatient,
With me forcing them away
Another bridge burned
A harsh lesson learned
I hope and I pray for that first page to turn
And reveal the first chapter of a whole new me
Satisfied
Content
Emancipated
Free
These burdens that have stifled me through life
The inability to vocalise my feelings
Has caused countless altercations,
And created internal strife
For which I see no solution
No escape from myself
A closed book I'll remain
Gathering dust on the shelf
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